I don't know why I was having such a hard day yesterday with all of that news. It just hit me like a ton of bricks. It's not like I didn't KNOW it. I did. I'd have to be living under a rock not to know that our referral was THAT far away, but to see it in print was just very hard to take.
It's one thing to see it here or here, but when it's actually in black and white from our agency, it stung.
Today's a new day and I'm not going to let the next three years rule my life. I can't let it. I just can't. It might hurt at times, I know it will, but I can't let it get the best of me.
So, I'm going to get up, brush myself off and get on with living my life.
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There you go, my dear. Feeling better healthwise?
I am slowly but surely getting there too. Good to know you are leading the way.
Atta girl!
Way to go with your new spirit!
Wishing you a speedy recovery....
that is exactly how I am feeling today also.
I thought to myself, I will reevaluate in one year and see where I am at!
Lea
I have been feeling down about our adoption too. Sometimes you just have to let go even though it is extremely hard. I did hear that the Olympics should not effect referrals or travel :)
You're right, the only thing we can do is continue to live our lives.
Good thing! None of us look good as a big lumpy, dusty puddles of blues for long.
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